who doesn't need a normal love life,

As I am sitting alone, to tell you the truth, my mind lingers through the pages of the memories with him. Why shouldn't he expunge from my mind's record? After all these years, you know, I've been hankering a new man, which can lead me to the right path, and not only wants me because anything else, like most of women did. Still, it is you who suits the title, like no other.
But then as we all know, you and I won't be together, God knows better.

I don't get it all, I am completely dumdfounded when you ask unofficially if I want to be your girlfriend. I was, more to flabbergasted actually. 2 years gone by, and I haven't got a shred of your news. Where is the guffaw laughs that we could create a longgg time ago? Remember? We only talked about minuscule stuffs then.

Silently I am actually upset with your nonchalant behaviour, yes I am. As everyone can see my sweet smile, I am just feigning it bytheway. There's no one can create the honest smile on my face, except you. Yes, you've been chucked from my mind, and I almost forget you, but does the word forget is really exist, well in everyone's heart? We can never forget, can't we?

Honestly I feel so knackered thinking about you. You did a quick flit in my mind you know, please stop. Well I am going to purge whatever you have done even a splodge of them. You look innocuous to me, but inside..